Cat

Ok I know i keep telling myself to write in here everyday but my laptop is in the shop for repair. I don't know how long it will be in so i'm going to have to keep using dads laptop for now. I kinda like the key's but the laptop is old so lots of my things don't work on this computer. On a different note i'm thinking of moving back home after I get my degree. I really love being so close to mum and all but I don't really feel like i'm welcome here. I mean back home the professors were really patient with me and my family was always happy to see me walk through the door no matter what time it was. Here I can't get my professors time of day, explaining things to me is a chore. I've asked to have things explained to me and got nothing. Also I really miss getting to see all of my friends, on the other hand i'm not sure which ones really are my friends. I mean I'm ok to hang out with once in a blue moon when their plans fall through or they're bored but next thing i know i'm hearing about parties and going out and i'm never asked to go. I really don't know what to do but i'm working on it. i'll figure everything out one day. 

So I worked the Three to Three and it was fairly decent except for the fact that we had to set the clocks back so it was more like three to four. Also Thad has a girlfriend now I guess it's been going on for week now. :( Oh well. I get to see Brenda and all tomorrow and I have to wake up in a couple hours and do math:(. i'll probably remember more stuff later but till then bye for now.

So I go back to work tomorrow and i'm kinda nervous, it's weird I mean I know what to do when I get there but it's been so long I wonder what changes have happened and how many new residents I have to learn about.  School is iffy math isn't making sense mrs. Schilling just goes way to fast it's like shes on a major caffine hype. I won't have Psych class till next week I think Dr. Thomas is sick which is kind of sad i'm kind of enjoying her class this year. Other than that nothing new is going on. I've finally decided on my tattoo i'm getting the crouching tribal werewolf and now i'm going to eat the rest of the chinese food hiding away in the fridge. Have a good night all.

Well i've been super lazy lately and i'm sorry. this will be just a basic update.
1) I miss Jasmine I haven't seen her in forever:(
2) my physical therapy from my work injury is over no more pain full and tiring lifting and pulling.
3) classes are decent i pray i pass math so that i can move on.
4) my CNA license finally came in and i'm officially and CNA.
5) My legs fallen asleep and omg does it hurt.
6) I can't think of anything else right now due to the fact that i can't concentrate but i'll probably think of more later. Miss you all tons.
7) Oh duh also i no longer have the mentor job i Work at the arbors which has been happening since 6/22/2009.

I got a job!!! It's only a once a week temporary thing but it works. I'm now a peer mentor and hopefully soon an english tutor. Should that not work out though there's a job fair on the 25th at the WSCC and I figured I'd go with Jena and check it out. If i get a job with good money then I can get a cute little jeep and take Jasmine and other people out. Mostly Jasmine though cause thats just fun. Anywhoozle i'm sleepy so i'll try to write every day from now on.
Many hugs
            - Cat
~Love the evil that is me~

In the spring I found love, it was bright and vibrant and brought such joy to me that everyday I felt younger.
Come summer my love grew and warmed my soul as I thought no one person could.
Yet come the fall a bitter cold pulled at me and like the leaves my love too disappeared.
As winter froze the world and killed the flowers so to did my love die.
I lay here and wonder if I shall ever feel the freshness of spring again, or shall I live in this seemingly endless winter.
Left alone with nothing but the cold echoes of my heart. Here with memories of you.
Here I will wait, in an endless winter waiting for you to bring back to me an eternal spring.